Saturday, November 17, 2007 Y
Jus watched Princess Hours...Sumone once said to me tat 2500 years later,de same tings will happen again.I will meet Fiqal again.I will befriend him again.Maybe when tat time cums,i will learn to cherish him.2500 years later,ii dunno reincarnate how mani times already lor....................................................................Boring...Boring...Boring...Boring...Boring...I dont tink ii wan to see Fiqal again 2500 years later.I dun wan to befriend him again.I dun wan de same tings to happen again.7years of frenship,broken wit jus one sentence.Amazing huh?
Thursday, November 15, 2007 Y
Went LT house yesterday sing karaoke.Quite fun,its like jus singing and singing.Haha.Later got piano.Stupid idiot.Dun feel like going.Blahblahblahblah.Starting tuiton in Dec.So fast.Nxt year go bac sch sec 2 liao.Wah.Not the youngest animore.Yay....................Kept practising piano jus now.Dunno why.Jus to pass time lor.Holis are so boring.I like sort of miss sch.At least evryday can see classmates,not nid stay at home idle.Think is tink tat,so frustrated.Went out wit Syafiq and Ainnah jus now for lunch and to play.But wasnt in de mood at all.I've never been in de mood.Maybe its cos of him.Maybe cos ii jus miss him too much.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007 Y
Its lyke evryones busy wit their own tings.Nobodys free to chat.:( Sumtimes ii wish ii will move house soon.Den ii wont have to see him evryday.But ii cant bear to leave as well.But one day we will still go our own ways. Lonely lonely loneliness.Can anybody like understand the loneliness inside me?Im not lonely,im happy.Yeah why shld ii be lonely......
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Wednesday.Going LT's house later.Sigh...Taking maths tuition.Stupid.Somemore its starting tis year Dec.Stupid stupid.Met Fiqal last night.Its like he wanted to tell me sumting,but he didnt say it in de end.So ii jus walked away.Was ii wrong?Wat if ii didnt walk away.Maybe he wuld have said it.Maybe ii was wrong.But ii dont care anymore.Ii no longer hold any hopes of our frenship returning.Maybe becos ii have waited for too long.And yet he still doesnt do anyting.Ii shld have given up on him long ago.Why did ii still belive he wuld cum bac???Jus hope Gracie,Rashid,and LT will have a happy ending.
Monday, November 12, 2007 Y
Woke up early today.Culdnt sleep well last nite.Its lyke tinking of so many tings.The future,the past,the present...So many tings.Its lyke ii sort of miss sch.Havent seen or laughed with LT,Gracie and Rashid for so many days now.Miss them so much.Its lyke drifting away frm Gracie and Rashid.At least ii still see LT during gz.The holis lyke veri fast den going to be over already.And ii havent started on ANY holi hw.Chao bang hor?................stupid.stupid stupid stupid.Im cheerful,im happy,im tinking positively.But yy am ii still tinking of him??Michelle,jus forget him.He was jus a small part of ur life.Its easy to say.How do ii forget a frenship of 7 years jus lyke tat.7 years.Who can????Feels empty without him.Without dem.
