OKAY PEOPLE I JUS FREAKING REALISED U KNOW WAD??
Daniel has a freaking blog.
I was like, ure kidding rite?
ANd then i realised hes not.WHY THE HELL DIDNT U TELL ME???Okay i know u are not lying but even if i didnt ask, and u didnt say no, u could have TOLD ME VOLUNTARILY RITE??
And another ting.
I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DISCUSS SOMETHING WITHOUT ME,AND THEN THEY TELL ME ONLY AFT THEY HAVE DISCUSSED IT.
U shld freaking know who the hell u are okay?!
AND STOP TELLING ME SOMETHING THROUGH ANOTHER PERSON.
Seriously if u consider me a friend, stop doing the above mentioned.I HATE IT.
FUCK.
PISSED OFF TODAY.
anyway, if u wan Daniel's blog ad:www.rockingmusicfreak.blogspot.com
Listened to LINKEN PARK's music.All their music are like rock songs.PERFECT.
Im trying to stop thinking about wad will happen aft he moves out.Stop trying to imagine the empty void deck, the empty house, the silence.I found out the best way to do tat is to plug in my ear piece, play Linken Park's music and turn it to high volume.Im probably gonna spoil my ear drums.But tats okay, doesnt matter anymore.
At least the music will be too loud for me to think about anyting.

Okay people.U may think im crazy for changing skins again and again.
I tried to change.I tried to switch to a cheerful skin.And it worked.For some time anyway.But then it hit me again yesterday.And tats why im back to sad sad skins again.
I walked back home yesterday around 1 plus pm.Met my daddy when he was leaving the house.He said he saw property agents at Fiqal's house talking to Uncle Jusri.And he oso said Fiqal's family had cleared the corridor, probably becos ppl were coming to see the house.
And his last sentence hit me real bad.
They are moving out.
He was so happy and said the faster they move the better.We will be rid of one troublesome neighbour.
I had to pretend to smile and agree even though i was stunned.Shocked.Disbelive.Pain.
He is moving out.
Why shld i even care?Shouldnt i be glad?Hes finally leaving my life forever.
I will nvr have to see him again.I will nvr have to be reminded of the past.NEVER AGAIN.
I was looking forward to the holidays.I held on to the hope tat maybe we could play together again like the past.Play in the void deck, rollerblade, play badminton, play ice and water, play Ali Bomb.But now, its not possible anymore is it?
How long more will he stay?Enough for me to say goodbye?
I'm so afraid i will walk home one fine day, and then i will see the big empty house nxt to mine.Without the furniture.Without the bicycles parked outside.Without the familiar doormat.Without him.
Will he leave without saying goodbye to me?
Read New Moon again last nite.Because i have a feeling tat wad happened to Bella in the first part of New Moon........................................will soon happen to me.


It will be as though I'd never existed.

GOT BACK ENG AND CHI RESULTS.OMigod i got an A for chinese.English DONT KNOW cos we didnt get back paper one.=(ANd we had to check our scripts in the filthy and stuffy and hot canteen.STUPID.
SOoooooo, going out wit Kakak later.She nids to seriously get a new pair of shoes man.AND Daniel is going.And if Daniel's going it means Abang is going as well.WASNT IT SUPPOSED TO BE GALS DAY OUT?
Damn.
NVM.The more the merrier.WHich means the more the noisier.Hmpf.WHo cares.At least Kakak's dere.HAHAH.
Watched Rule #1 on Sun.It is damn scary.And gory.EEEW.Ure gonna freak if u watch it ppl.Wanted to watch Shutter too, but Daniel said i would probably get nightmares if i watched two horror movies in one day.SO in the end i didnt.OH MANNNN.
BOOOOOORING.THeres still like another THREE hours before heading out to meet Daniel at TM then go Bugis meet Kakak and Abang.SO WAD SHOULD I DO?
Create some havoc.LOL.
Boring boring boring.
PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!Im BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOREDDD.
And Daniel if ure reading this, DONT GET ME A HAMSTER.Becos i jus realised keeping a hamster requires ALOTTA patience, which i obviously dont have, and they get sick easily which requires ALOTTA money, which i DONT have either.SO, i DONT WANT a hamster anymore.ANyway, i dont think i can get five As animore.=(
Damnation.
Last few days with 2R5.Well, i WILL miss them.EVryone.After all, i spent two years with them in secondary school.Which means like half of my secondary school life.AW.
And DAMN u Faiz, i WILL kill u when i get the chance.JUS WAIT AND SEE.

DAMN.
Okay so i jus KNOW im gonna flunk the stupid maths exam.I JUS KNOW IT.Its like freaking hard.AND i didnt even have time to draw the graph.Im dead man.I wont get A.NOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Stupid la!
Haven blogged for like a month??
Much longer.
ANd the EOY exams are like finally over.Then time for the results.Which is much worser.Omigod my five As!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!My hamster depends on my five As.=(
Damn teacher.%#@&*@#$#@**.
Set the stupid paper.
XIAN.
NXT wk will be like so BOOOOOOOOOOORING.COs we are gonna go to the NEWater center which is BOOOOOOORIng, and then the discovery center which is even more BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORing.Cant they take us somewhere else?Like to watch a movie or sumting??!!
NEWater is like so xian.
I miss Kakak.
I havent seen her for like a month???But i told them i would stay away from them.For my sake.For evryone's sake.Im SUPPOSED to be independent by now.=(
So Friday was horrible.Had to carry the stand up five levels.Thankgod Rashid and Gracie helped me.And we were like not sure of where to go.Everyone was gone.WE DIDNT FREAKING KNOW HOW TO GO TO THE NEW GZ ROOM.
HHAHAHAHHAs.Lame.
HOLIDAYS!
But mus go back for GZ and CO practice.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
SIGHS.When will it eva end?

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