Taylor Swift- Love Story
We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.


See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-"

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you...

SATURDAY.
Its another new day!
Had tuition as usual again.E Maths tuition was fun today.Huai Wei, Man Sheng, Zheng Yang and Aaron were talking nonsense all the way and teacher was damn funny.Me and Tina laughed our ass off.
Its been such a long time since i last laughed like tat.
Guzheng performance on Founder's Day as in like MONDAY.Not really nervous anymore since the Victoria Concert had more people.
BUT WE HAVE TO WEAR OUR COSTUME! OH GOD.Its like ORANGE in color and we all look like little manderin oranges after putting it on.And the skirt is frilly and SUPER SUPER LONG.As in CINDERELLA skirt tat type of long.Ankle length. ._.
XIAN.
But Tuesday no school.YES.At least, tats wad Derrick told me.YAY.NO SCHOOL!NO GUZHENG!WOOHOO.
Had a really scary dream last nite.I dreamt i was in a sea of MASU BOXES.As in like all the boxes were surrounding me and i was trapped in some open space.And there was no one else around.SO SCARY.Drowning in Masu Boxes. ._.
And then i woke up at 2am in cold sweat.And i called Daniel.HAHA.I know i'm lame.Calling someone in the middle of the night.And he picked up.And he was like just wake up tat kind of voice.
I think he was about to scold me.But then i told him it was ME.And he immediately got up.Told me he was going to go wash his face.
And we talked till like 3am.And he told me to go sleep.THANKS DANIEL FOR ENTERTAINING ME EVEN THOUGH IT WAS 2AM IN THE MORNING.
Really touched.
Had lunch with him and Tina today after tuition.And Tina was like so funny.She kept making comments about the way Daniel treated me.HAR HAR.
And she said Daniel was really handsome.If he wasn't my boyfriend then she would like jio him.AND HES NOT MY BOYFRIEND TINA.
But when she said tat, i felt something.Something like a little anger directed at Tina.Was tat jealousy?
Why should i feel jealous.Daniel's not my boyfriend.Why should i care when Tina said he was handsome??
I DON'T LIKE HIM.
Liar.I'm lying to myself.AGAIN.ZZZ.
But then i saw Fiqal when i was thinking about this.When walking home.And all my thoughts about Daniel were just POOF, gone.
Because Shafiqal was right there.In front of me.Who else could i think about?I saw him last nite.Through my bedroom window.I was staring at his reflection as always.And he was sitting outside his house.Staring into space.
Its like theres this feeling.Something tat made me cry.And it was the second time i was tearing as i looked at him through the window.
STUPID ME.
Hanged out wit Tina at the playground after lunch.Daniel went to meet Abang Khalid.And as me and Tina talked, i just blurted out everything about Fiqal.I DID NOT WANT TO SAY IT.But she kept pyscho-ing me into saying everything.That gal.She sure has a way with people.
And we talked and talked and talked.
I was almost crying.GOSH.Tina thanks so much for saying all those things.Really appreciate it.
I'm just not brave enough aren't I?I just daren't fight bravely for what my heart believes in.

DEAD TIRED.
15 Hour Challenge was kind of successful ytd.But i'm like aching all over now.My back hurts and my legs are aching.Esp my thighs.All because stubborn me didn't get up to like stretch.And i sat for 4 hours straight.I think i killed my knees.
But it was really fun.Folding the Masu boxes.
Was with Jabrina and YuYun and Eric they all from morning till before dinner.Then i was working part time for Yi Ren as well helping him fold the lids.Hes like a PERFECTIONIST.But Yi Ren this is no time for perfection!!Then after dinner got back wit LiTing Rashid and Edenius.And everyone was like chionging.Because we like left only about 50 mins plus Mr Eric Ong suddenly announced we were still short of like 3000 BOXES!!!
Okay?
And chiong chiong chiong and we still managed to finish.Except it wasnt 15000 total.But its okay, because we all worked REALLY REALLY hard.
And we donated a total of about 5 000 000 grains of rice to the world.WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
So...
School's reopening again next Mon.XIAN.But anyway, holidays like no holidays like tat.Mon, Tues Wed all got guzheng etc and 3pm plus then go home.Ytd 10pm plus then go home.Today is like the only day tat FEELS like a holiday. ._.
Going Tina's hse on Sun instead because i doing Bio project wit LiTing probably tmr.XIAN.And i havent done Physics.GOSH.
Wednesday was the worst day of my life.
Had Founder's Day Rehearsal and we were delayed till like 3pm.Supposed to end at 1pm lor wth.
And went home for lunch first with Liting.And i saw Fiqal and his whole family when walking back to school.And they were all staring at me.
GOD!
And then went TM wit LiTing and Derrick.And when leaving the hse i saw Fiqal AGAIN.Okay this is SO NOT my day.And i walked right past him.
And then when walking home ard 7pm i saw him the THIRD TIME.Migod this is NOT HAPPENING.
And Zul was wit him.And he shouted my name.And i waved back.
OH GOD I AM THE STUPIDEST HUMAN ON THE FACE OF THIS EARTH.
I think i was retarded at tat moment.Tats why i waved back.Maybe i was possessed?Or maybe i was daydreaming again.Yes tat must be it.I must have been daydreaming to the point tat my brain wasn't coordinating with my actions.So my hand was working on its own.YES.
BLOODY HELL.
And i just did it.I made them think tat i'm willing to like hang out with them again.OH GREAT.Congrats to myself. *CLAPS*
WHY THE HELL DID I WAVE BACK?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kay nvm.Its over anyway.I can't like undo it or something. ._.

Cutie Tina!
Another day again.
GZ in the morning and afternoon.SO BORING.Just the same old things.
Reached home at like 4pm.Bathed.Did chemistry homework.Smsed Kakak.Talked with Tina on the phone.Read Twilight again.Smsed Liting.Cleared up my room.
MY LIFE IS SO BORING.
Having breakfast with Liting tmr.Seems like shes missed out all alot of things.Like getting back result slips.Not being able to take them home.Guzheng.DADADA.
Tmr go home 1.30pm.YES!
Doing Physics tmr.XIANN.
Thursday.THe Ngee Ann 15hrs challenge.ARGH.I prepared 100 sheets of magazine paper already.So guai.
ZZZ.
Felt dead during gz today.Was like a zombie playing the guzheng.Lifeless.And my fingers hurt like hell. =(
And i saw Zul again on Sat.And the second most extraordinary thing happened again.I was walking on the road.And he could like spot me from his hse window.And he actually waved to me.
OKAY?
I pretended not to see him and just walked off.At tat moment he waved to me,it reminded me of something.
This was almost exactly like wad happened 3 years ago.I was walking home from school.Took the bus home.I was still in Poi Ching primary then.And he and Fiqal were on the 3rd storey looking down.And they shouted my name when they saw me.
And i looked up.And i saw them.But at tat time, i responded.
I didnt respond this time.
I even pretended not to see him.WTH am i doing?
Shafiqal wasn't there this time though.But he was at the void deck.And i walked past him.And i didnt even notice he was sitting there.Till he called my name.It was like so soft, i even wondered if i was hearing things.
And then he looked at me with this EXPRESSION.But i didnt feel anything anymore.OH GOD.This is kind of bad.
Normally whenever i see him in the past, i would be like flustered, panicking, and my heart tends to have this feeling.
But i felt normal.My heart didnt race.I wasnt panicking.I was so damn calm.Which is not good.
3 years apart.Maybe all my feelings have dissolved.If i no longer feel anything for u Fiqal, then wad am i still waiting for?

What am i still waiting for?

SO.
Another 2 weeks has gone without a single post.ZZZ.Lets start with the last week of school.The last day.
FRIDAY THE 13TH.It was kind of a good luck day for me.And know wad?We got to see our result slips.As in SEE only.Cannot bring back.And i got all A1s.Except english B3.WAD THE BLOODY HELL.
This is like the first time in my whole 15 years of living i've EVER totally aced through my exams.
And this is only the start.Good results arent always TAT good.Getting good results is one thing.Maintaining them is another.I will work even harder now.Because i can't afford to slip.
GZ was HORRIBLE on Friday the 13th.It was like worse than boring.It was DAMN FRUSTRATING.We were like glued to our chairs for 4 hours straight.And then lao shi keep asking us to repeat and repeat.And it was really damn frustrating.Almost went crazy.
And then Sat.Tuition again.Theres a new malay girl in our A maths class.And shes from Ngee Ann.And Rashid knows her.And i dont know wads her name.Kay this is lame.And theres another two new girls in E maths.One of them is a malay, and the other is Tina Lee Zi Qian.And shes now one of my best friends.
OKAY? Well i've known her for like a day and shes my best friend already.Kind of unbelievable.
BUT WE JUST HIT IT OFF WELL!
We were like hi hi then started talking, and after 1 and a half hours, we were officially friends.
Then had lunch with Tina, Huai Wei and Man Sheng at Mac AGAIN.Im kinda getting sick of Mac.But it was fun.
Guess wad?Tina has a DOG.OMG.YAYYYYYYYYYY!Going to her hse possibly on Sat after tuition to play.And its a Maltese.OMIGOSH.Talk about coincidences.The one and only dog i ever had was a maltese TOO.
COOL.
GZ again tmr.And we got our costumes today.And the skirt is like ankle length.LOL.And its orange in color.OKAY?
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