Today is Saturday.
ZZZ?The weeks seem to be flying past.And suddenly, another week is over.ZOMG.So.Yeah.The past week was okay.Just like any other week.And guzheng resumed.But the hours are shortened.YAY.Haha.
Got scolded badly on Thursday by piano teacher.WTH.She keep saying this wrong, that part not good enough, this part must play louder, then she got so fed up.And i was like super pissed.Then start to anyhow play.And she say i like that Sep no need to take exam already.WTH?
Was in a super bad mood after that.And then told Cynthia.And one of her reply was damn funny.Made me cheer up.She asked me who was taking the exam.Then i said me.Then she said, "Yes. Then ur cher cnt possibly sit there n scold u on that day right?"
That was a direct quote from her.And because of that, i cheered up.Haha.
And Mr Reuben Ng came back.LOL.
And Ms Khoo is leaving us.MIGOD and now its that Mrs Raja take over.AHHHHHHH!!I don't want her!!Her teaching is like so uber boring.I want Ms Tia come back!!!
Shit man.And biology is quite confusing.Its like on Thurs the first period was Biology.And i was super sleepy don't know why.I was trying to concentrate on what Ms Farhana was saying but still, i didn't absorb anything from the lesson at all man.Then the next period was Chemistry.And then the Mrs Raja teach.WTH that was the WORST man.I almost fell asleep in Bio and then the next period is Mrs RAJA teach.
ZZZZZZZZZ.
Physics test on Tues.SHIT.SHIT.SHIT.I'm so screwed for that.Having study group later.I seriously need help.Or else i'm gonna fail badly.
And i'm starting to feel the crazy feeling already.Like the feeling i had before and during the mid year exams.The menopause feeling.LOL.Thats what Janet calls it.
Shit.I have a feeling it will start again after Physics test next Tues. ._. So i'm saying sorry in advance if i go crazy again on Tues.
Gosh oh gosh.
Went to Daniel's house again last night for physics tutoring.He spent 2 hours trying to teach me chap 2, and in the end, i still don't quite understand.WTH.
Saw Fiqal on the way there.Somehow, it still hurts when i see him.Why?I don't understand.
Still hurts Fiqal.Could u tell me why?

Taylor Swift- Tim McGraw
You said the way my blue eyes shined
Put those Georgia stars to shame that night
I said, "That's a lie"

Just a boy in a Chevy truck
That had a tendency of gettin' stuck
On backroads at night

And I was right there beside him
All summer long
And then the time we woke up to find
That summer'd gone

But when you think Tim McGraw
I hope you think my favorite song
The one we danced to all night long
The moon like a spotlight on the lake

When you think happiness
I hope you think that little black dress
Think of my head on your chest
And my old faded blue jeans

When you think Tim McGraw
I hope you think of me

September saw a month of tears
And thankin' God that you weren't here
To see me like that

But in a box beneath my bed
Is a letter that you never read
From three summers back

It's hard not to find it all
A little bitter sweet
And lookin' back on all of that
It's nice to believe

When you think Tim McGraw
I hope you think my favorite song
The one we danced to all night long
The moon like a spotlight on the lake

When you think happiness
I hope you think that little black dress
Think of my head on your chest
And my old faded blue jeans

When you think Tim McGraw
I hope you think of me

And I'm back for the first time since then
I'm standin' on your street
And there's a letter left on your doorstep
And the first thing that you'll read

Is when you think Tim McGraw
I hope you think my favorite song
Some day you'll turn your radio on
I hope it takes you back to that place

When you think happiness
I hope you think that little black dress
Think of my head on your chest
And my old faded blue jeans

When you think Tim McGraw
I hope you think of me
Oh, think of me, mmm

You said the way my blue eyes shined
Put those Georgia stars to shame that night
I said, "That's a lie"

My whole life is upside down. ._.
Suddenly i feel as though everything's charging at me at the same time.Too many things have happened.And i'm still a little dazed.
I did the stupidest thing in my whole 15 years of living on Sunday.THE STUPIDEST THING EVER.I don't know why i even did it.Sometimes, i don't understand myself either. ._.
So.Because of that stupid thing i did, my whole life has become so complicated.And i told Cynthia first.I mean, she has been through it before, so i just HAD to tell her.In fact, it was Cynthia who influenced me to make that stupid decision.LOL.But anyway, i told her everything.And i think she should understand since she has been through it before.Then Li Ting was bugging me to tell her.And i had no choice but to tell.Besides, shes my best friend, and it feels better to have her know. ._.
I don't know how Daniel knows.But somehow, he just knows.ZOMG?
This is stupid.
I don't know what i want.I DON'T KNOW.
And i'm still surviving school.The craziness hasn't started.YET.In fact, i have a feeling i'll go crazy again after Physics test next Tues.Because i just KNOW i'm going to fail.Its like test on chapter 2 AND 3.SHIT.
And i don't think Mr Tan actually taught us this two chapters.He was like just going through bits and pieces of it.And i don't even understand what hes teaching.
So.Yeah.Study group on Saturday.I seriously need it.Or else i'll fail badly.BADLY.
And theres a whole load of homework.Because of Bio.I shouldn't be slacking now. ._.I should be doing my homework.FUNNY.My brain's thinking that, but my body's not responding.And theres chinese test this Fri.AHHHHHHHH!
I hope i don't fail.Because its like 3 chapters, and the last chapter i didn't even copy the notes.ZOMG.I didn't even know we were supposed to copy as he read out the meanings.So i have to go check dictionary.OH GOSH.
And theres piano lesson tmr.WTH.I don't want to go!!I hate piano lesson now.I HATE IT.ALOT.But my exam is in September.And i don't have much time left.
I feel as though i'm stuck in a whirlpool or something.And everything's happening so quickly, i don't even understand whats going on at all.
At times, i wish Fiqal was around.Not that i still have any feelings for him.But hes always the one i tell all my problems to from young.Even when we were little kids.He was always around to listen.And back then, my problems were so much simpler.
I don't know whats happening around me Fiqal.I need someone to pull me back to reality.To hold me in place.I feel as though i'm going to float off somewhere far far away.

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