ZOMG.
Today is Saturday.
Slept over at Daniel's house last night with Kakak and Abang.Zomg.And to so-and-so, i wasn't freaked out okay? ZZZ.
Went there around like 8pm plus.Had a hard time begging my mom to let me go.And i told her i was sleeping over at Atika's house.LIKE ZOMG.
And it was like so cool.Because it was like a mini camp or something.=.= And we were talking random stuff in Daniel's bedroom.Me and Kakak got to sleep on the bed while Daniel and Abang slept on the floor.But i couldn't get used to sleeping on someone else's bed and so in the end, all 4 of us slept on the floor with a pillow each. ._.
I fell asleep around like 11pm while Kakak, Abang and Daniel continued talking for awhile.
And i woke up screaming at 2am.HELL?I was having a nightmare.I dreamed that Sylvia Ganush the old lady was hiding under my bed.And when i was about to get on my bed someone grabbed my ankle and pulled me down.And i screamed. ._.
My scream scared the hell out of everyone.Kakak and Daniel were trying to calm me down while Abang was like sitting up dazed.LOL.
And i fell asleep again around 3am.And today i woke up around 10.30am plus i think.
And Kakak was gone.Abang was still playing with that stupid Rubik's cube.And Daniel was talking to Derrick on MSN. =.=
RARW.And i suddenly rmbered i had to go for Li Ying's cello practice today.And I rushed home to bathe.Had lunch with the usual today.WOOT.Missed them all.
And Huai Wei treated me and Tina today.Suddenly in a super good mood.
SIAN.
Guzheng on Tuesday.OH WELL.I'm dead.

MOVIES.
Watched Drag Me To Hell at E Hub just now with Liting and Derrick.Omigod the movie was like really scary.I think its like one of the scariest i have watched so far. ._.
I think i watched only like half of the show.The rest of the time i was closing my eyes.Really super scary.I was grabbing on to Liting's hand. =.=
Then had "lunch" at Gelare with Liting while Derrick went to work.Okay it wasn't lunch.It was more like eating for the sake of eating something.
Then nothing much.Went home.DADADA.
I feel like a zombie again now.Still thinking about the movie.The old woman was like really scary man her face.I'm sure i'm gonna have nightmares tonight.
Tmr is Saturday.Another day over.Tmr gotta go for Li Ying's cello practice.And piano lesson yesterday was like shit.Total crap.And my teacher was like damn pissed off and she kept saying "I teach u some many times already why u still keep on play wrongly" and then make me pissed off also.Like i want it like that.Its not my fault right?If i can practise of course i will practise right?But i can't even practise now.WTH.
Guzheng next week.Omigod i seriously can't stand it man.And then another week and school reopens.
But i'm kind of looking forward to school reopening.Omigod i'm crazy.I suddenly feel like mugging and mugging and studying.Its like i feel so uneasy now.Because i'm not studying anything and i feel like i'm falling back already.I must start studying so that i can be more at ease. ._.
Walked home.And suddenly Tina called me.Oh well.About time our cold war ends.And she said she was at my house the void deck.I was like huh?Then i rmbered she and Zul are dating. ._. Of course she would be there.WITH ZUL. =.=
And she almost screamed when she saw me.So hyper.And my mind was still not working properly yet.And i gave her this zomg expression.And Zul was staring at the both of us.I HATE HIM.Rarw.
Talked awhile.Then went up.I still feel like a zombie.
Went home for 15 minutes and Abang called me saying he and Daniel were at T Mart Mac and asked me to go immediately for dinner.I didn't even have time to say no and he hanged up on me. ._. I felt dead.Seriously didn't feel like going out anymore.
But i still did anyway.And Abang was playing with this Rubik's cube.And i recently downloaded a CubeCheater app from I Tunes.And Abang got stuck.And i wouldn't lend him my ipod to use the CubeCheater thing help him solve.And we started arguing.AS ALWAYS.Lucky Daniel.He gets to watch free show every time. ._.
LMAO.
I FEEL DEAD.DEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAD.
MgLiRaP outing must be organized as soon as possible.ZOMG.I feel super tired.GOSH.Lack of sleep.Haven't been sleeping well the past few nights.
And i have this tendency to wake up at around 1am the past few nights and then i can't fall asleep again.And i stare at the ceiling for a long time. ._.
ZOMG.At this rate i'm gonna get insomnia.Or maybe i already have.
SCHOOL REOPENS.WOOT.NOT.

Today is Wednesday.Tomorrow is Thursday.I'm dead tomorrow. ._.
Today's movie thing is postponed to Friday.And tomorrow, i'm dead.I'm prepared for it anyway.Preparing to die.God.
So.Yesterday was fun.As in, although we were like just slacking in the void deck, I had a great time.Because Kakak was there!!!LOL.Haha.But anyway, it was great to see Kakak.I feel like i haven't talked to her for a million years.
Oh well.Talked about random things.
I'm bored.
And i was busy giving this counselling talk to this so-and-so who got pissed off early in the morning. ._.
And today.I just finished my chinese project.Sent it to Yee Ting.YAY.Another load off my mind.Now left the Maths game and the SS project.SIAN.
And next week got guzheng.And another week later school reopens.
Time to stop slacking Mich.
I seriously have to buck up already.I'm like in the danger zone right now.Must buck up.Because i can't fall back when the new term starts.
Downloaded a tarot card application from the I Tunes store.But its not that good.I'm going to get a better one.Although it means a more expensive one. ._.
But anyway, i asked about how i would advance in my studies when the new semester starts.
It was nothing much.Just talked about past success and all that.Until a particular card mentioned a sacrifice.
And that card was in position 6 of the Celtic Cross.As in, the card that predicts the future.
One particular sentence went: "There is a price to pay for living a fairytale."
When i saw fairytale, i thought of Fiqal.It was just a natural reaction.
Then i thought about the next semester.Things are going to get much harder.
There will inevitably come a time when i will have to sacrifice certain things.But what kind of things?
My time, my piano exam.I don't mind sacrificing all these anymore.All i want is to achieve even better results.
Then i thought about what happened 3 years ago.Daddy made me give up the friendship with Fiqal and his siblings.
I hated him for a period of time.But i'm starting to see it from another point of view now.
You were a necessary sacrifice i needed to make Fiqal.
If we had continued being friends 3 years ago, my life would be different now.I wouldn't have gotten 240 for PSLE, i wouldn't have gotten in Ngee Ann, and most of all, i wouldn't be in a thriple science class now.
I could never have achieved all that.Never.
And now, i'm not going to let anything distract me.My studies are my priority now.
So its true isn't it?Theres a price to pay for living a fairytale.
But thing is Fiqal, i'm not willing to pay that price.I'm not going to give up at this point.I worked so hard to get where i am, and i'm not going to let my results drop because of you.
Call me selfish.
I don't care anymore.There is a price to pay for success as well.
And that price is you Fiqal.

I'm bored!!! BORED PEOPLE! So.Kakak said she can only make it at 4pm plus later.Which is still 2 hours later.RARW.Saw this on Jasper's blog.And i decided to do it.
100 Truths:

1. Last beverage: Orange Juice
2. Last phone call: Daniel
3. Last text message: Li Ting
4. Last song you listened to: Crazier by Taylor Swift
5. Last time you cried: 10 June 09
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: No.
7. Been cheated on: No.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No.
9. Lost someone special: NIL.
10. Been depressed: Sometimes? My EQ is only 89. ._.
11. Been drunk and threw up: No.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Pink
13. White
14. Violet

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend: ALOTTA!
16. Fallen out of love: No.
17. Laughed until you cried: I don't laugh till i cry!
18. Met someone who changed you: No.
19. Found out who your true friends were: I don't know.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: What?
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: All?
23. How many kids do you want to have: I don't know.
24. Do you have any pets: No.
25. Do you want to change your name: I guess not.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: I can't remember. ._.
27. What time did you wake up today: 8.30am plus.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping duuuuuuh.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: I don't know.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Last night.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: No more piano lessons!
32. What are you listening to right now: Nothing.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nothing.
35. Most visited webpage: I don't know.
36. Whats your real name: Michelle Tay Jia Yu.
37. Nicknames: NIL.
38. Relationship Status: Single.
39. Zodiac sign: Virgo.
40. Male or female: Female.
41. Elementary: Poi Ching.
42. High School: Ngee ann Secondary.
43. College: Not there yet.
44. Hair colour: Black.
45. Long or short: Long.
46. Height: 162cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone: No.
48: What do you like about yourself?: I don't know.
49. Piercings: No.
50. Tattoos: No.
51. Righty or lefty: Right.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Can't remember.
53. First piercing: No.
54. First best friend: Ainnah.
55. First sport you joined: ?
56. First vacation: Hong Kong
58. First pair of trainers: NONE.
59. Eating: ???
60. Drinking: ???
61. I'm about to: Go out and slack!
62. Listening to: Nothing.
63. Waiting for : I don't know.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: I don't know.
65. Get Married: Of course duh.
66. Career: I don't know.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: Shorter.
70. Older or Younger: Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: ???
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: I don't know.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No.
77. Drank hard liquor: No.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: No.
79. Sex on first date: No.
80. Broken someone's heart: No.
82. Been arrested: No.
83. Turned someone down: I can't remember.
84. Cried when someone died: No.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Sometimes?
87. Miracles: I don't know.
88. Love at first sight: NO.
89. Heaven: Yeah.
90. Santa Claus: HE DOESN'T EXIST!
91. Kiss on the first date: No.
92. Angels: I don't know.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.
95. Did you sing today: Of course not!
96. Ever cheated on somebody: No.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: 3 years ago.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: I don't know.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: I don't know.
100. Posting this as 100 truths: Yes.

A new dawn.
Just posted the lyrics for Miley Cyrus's "The Climb".This song is ultra nice man.Miley sang it in the movie after the confession.And it was really touching.
I finished all my holiday homework!WOOT!Except left the Maths game, Chinese and SS project.Oh and Chem topic 11 worksheet which i still can't find. =.=
Going to the movies with Liting and Derrick again tmr.And maybe Daniel. ._.
Daddy brought the whole family out for supper last night.WOOT.Its been a long time since i had supper.And we went to East Coast lagoon.I miss the food there!!!
And its like ordered alot of food.Oyster omelette, stingray, prawns, satay and of course the spicy clams.I think it was more like dinner than supper. ><
But anyway, the food was great.But it was like quite dark already cos it was 8pm plus, and it was weird eating in the darkness. =.=
Reached home 9pm plus.I didn't sleep until 10.30pm.I should have put on some weight after all that eating last night.Haha.
One week later at this time i'll be sitting in the music room playing guzheng. =.= But anyway, i haven't started memorising the songs man.SHIT.Okay i don't care.I will just chiong again 2 days before.
And this Thurs got piano.I haven't practised a single thing.Oh great.Another scolding again then.Rarw.
And i seriously need to buck up already.I did quite badly for the second A Maths quiz.Gosh.SO.I must work much much much harder when school reopens.
And i mean MUCH MUCH harder.I've been slacking during term 2.
So.BUCK UP MICH.
I've been seeing 11.11 for the past 2 days.Cool.
MgLiRaP outing!ALL ALERT!!!!!We are in desperate need of a MgLiRaP outing!!THIS IS AN EMERGENCY!I REPEAT: THIS IS AN EMERGENCY!!!!!
The June holidays are ending soon and theres still no sign of an MgLiRaP outing. ._.
Dying.Dying.Dying.Dying.Dead. =.=
And i'm deciding whether or not to buy a tarot deck or just simply buy a tarot application on the I Tunes store.
I've been roaming about and i found a few really cool ones.WOOT.Gosh.Should i just buy from the I Tunes store?Or should i go around Sg looking for a Tarot deck?
._. Dilema.I've never been good at making this kind of decisions.Call me indecisive, but either way, someone will have to make up my mind for me.
Going out with Daniel, Kakak and Abang later in the afternoon.YAY.Finally, i haven't seen Kakak for quite a long time.And we can slack in the void deck like we used to.
WOOT.

Miley Cyrus - The Climb
I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

I feel like time is charging forward.While i'm still stuck at the same spot. =.=
Another week of holidays starting.Which means another week over.And i only have two more weeks to enjoy.Before mugging hell starts again.
Two more weeks to enjoy paradise.And i've made up my mind to complete the following today: A Maths online test 2, E Maths taxation worksheet, E Maths worksheet 1 and E Maths online test 1.
Gosh.It suddenly seems like alot to actually list them all out. ._.
But its OKAY.Because after i have finished all that, i have only the projects left.Which btw i haven't even started on Chinese.SHIT.
OH!And Chemistry topic 11 worksheet!Anybody found it yet?? =.=
GO MICHELLE!Chiong finish your homework.Then u can relax d.God.Dreading school reopen.It will be living hell again.
Its the last semester Mich!WORK HARDER!!
Rarw.
Slept at exactly 12am last night.I was busy arguing with this IDIOT.Who kept laughing because of this stupid thing.U should know who u are IDIOT.
And because the IDIOT didn't want to tell me, i called Daniel in the middle of the night.And Daniel didn't tell me as well.And i hanged up on him. =.=
And in the end the IDIOT told me. ._.
MgLiRaP OUTING!!!!RARW.

BACK.
Went to watch Hannah Montana:The Movie with Daniel in the morning at Vivo.
Daniel waited for me at the void deck.And we were almost late man.Because Daniel booked the tickets online.And its like 11am the show.We reached there like exactly 10mins before the show.=.=
HANNAH MONTANA ROCKS!!!!!Omigod the show is really so damn nice man.The part when Hannah had lunch with the Mayor and all that was so hilarious.But it was really touching when Miley, confessed that she was Hannah Montana.
And Daniel actually managed to stay awake throughout the whole show.=.=
I thought he would like fall asleep or something.Went for lunch at Food Republic after the show.Didn't eat much again.I seem to be eating lesser and lesser this days.
Walked around for awhile.Took the MRT home around 3pm plus.
And i fell asleep again.=.= But this time Daniel's with me, so i won't like miss the stop or something.
Walked home.
And saw Shafiqal AGAIN.For a moment i even wondered if he was waiting for me or something.
And Daniel saw him.And he saw Daniel.And i just stared into space counting the seconds.It was weird standing there.
Fiqal said hi.Daniel said hi back.And i continued counting the seconds.=.=
Daniel said bye.I said bye.And i walked up the stairs.
Lame or lame.
Another week of holidays over.I don't want to go back to school.=.=
And Cynthia cheer up!

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