Saturday, June 7, 2008 Y
A new day again.
Its raining so heavily outside rite now.Early in the morning.Wad a GREAT start.To wake up and find tat its raining cats and dogs.
Watched 'The Eye' last nite.Daddy rented the DVD and it was scary.Not as scary as i thought it would be though.Later watching 'One Missed Call' too.Too bad LT isnt here, she will love to watch too.Hahahas.Maybe Rashid as well.And theres a new season of Incredible Tales Rashid!!!!!!!! Starts tmr night, and im definitely going to watch.
Gracie seems to be online so frequently nowadays...Chatted to her. And her baby obsession ting is getting worser LT and Rashid.LOL! She even puts En Ting's pic as her display pic.Godz.
And one more ting, Kakak?
Dont tell me about turning back anymore.Because i wont.
I made the decision myself, and i wont regret it.I chose to end it. I dont care if u all hate me for it but its MY decision.
I've never been tat decisive since young, always needed others to make decisions for me.But im a big girl now.
I WILL make my own choice. And i've chosen to end it all.Something tat should nvr have started in the first place. Dont make me regret it.
Althought theres still a part of u in my heart, it will soon be gone.
Friday, June 6, 2008 Y
Xianxian.
I dunno how to do Geo assignment ppl!!AHHH!
Lied to Kakak bout the gathering yesterday.Sorry kakak.Didnt mean to.I didnt wan to appear as a weakling there.So i didnt attend.And anyway, Fiqal was going.
Im such a coward manz.
Last day of week.Yay.Tmr is the weekeneds.Woohoo.
And maybe my relationship wit my frens are all improving.Including Rashid.Haiz.Ups and downs.
Then sometimes, i start imagining things and then i tell myself: "God i just dont understand my frens at all!"
And then sometimes, when we are going out together, then i go: "Friends are still the best" Like im such a weirdo.
......................................Feel kinda happy now, cos i jus figured out how to install the Nokia PC suite into my laptop.LOL!
Went visiting other classmates blogs jus now..Bored.
Thursday, June 5, 2008 Y
Xian xian xian.
Chatting to Rashid rite now.LoL, hes making a collage of all the HMgLiRaP members.LOL.
Quite nice xia.Unique.
Xian.And LT, i really really really DONT KNOW how to bowl.What if the bowling ball drops on my foot?! What if later the ball ganna somebody's head?! What if, what if, it will be disastrous! So i better not go.LOL.
....And i finished History.YAY!
Left Geo and the maths tests now.
Going cycling with LT nxt Tues.Yay.Hooked hooked hooked to piano-ing.
AHHH!
And Daniel plzzzzzzzzzzz stop bothering me.Godz.Hes so persistent.And IRRITATING.
Are u regretting it Mich?Plz dont.You know u made the choice.Dont turn back now.
God i know tat!
Wednesday, June 4, 2008 Y
Went cycling wit my maid and my sis jus now.
TIRED!!!!!!!My legs hurt.
Mmmmmm. Starting to get used to being independent rite now.Used to evrything oso ask Kakak, ask Abang, ask Fiqal.Dependant on others.
But im still not tat used to being so alone.
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And i seldom hear Fiqal and Zul in the corridor nowadays.Like why do u still care Mich?
U were the one who chose to give up.Dont regret it now.
Xian.
Piano.Music.
Mine relationship wit LT is improving, while my relationship wit Rashid is seriously deproving.Gracie?Dont know.Dont care.Wadeva.
Peoplepeoplepeople.Im so alone.
And Fiqal, im sorry.
Deep inside my sweetest dreams, i still see ur face.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008 Y
Im bored bored bored ppl.
Slacking aft lunch.And i finished mua science task 4 5 6 already.Yayayyyyyyyyy!!!!!!
Im so proud of myself.Left my geo, maths tests, and history.
I wanna go outtttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.
Printed out the piano score 'Everytime' by Britney Spears, and LT, it isnt VERY nice..sad to say...hahahs.
Xianxianxianxianxianxianxianxianxianxianxianxianxianxianxianxianxianxianxianxianxian.
Im sooooooooo bored.
Kakak!!!!!!
And shocker, Daniel scolded tat bitch in front of me.OMG.
I even felt tat liiiiiiiiiiiiittle bit of pity for her......She didnt really mean it anyway.
Monday, June 2, 2008 Y
Hi all, so i know theres a class outing today and i am NOT goin, cos LT and Rashid arent goin either.LOL.
This few days have been........kind of lonely.Without him by my side.Feels weird.
I will get used to it soon enough anyway.I must.
And so, i still have ALOT of holi hw not completed.NOOO!Oh yah, saw on the c-box in the class blog tat deres a new girl in our class.Cool.Transfer student??
Haiz xian..
And im being harrassed by Daniel's 'GIRLFRIEND' cos she keeps scolding me and accusing me of stealing her 'BOYFRIEND' like what the hell?!
I didnt steal anyone's boyfriend and its not my fault if Daniel keeps looking for me rite??????
Im innocent man.
Misunderstandings.I never thought i would be caught in this situation.Like I AM the third party when im not.
And LT, yays i got a new piano book and its got 6 of Jay Chou's songs!!! AHH!if u need me to photocopy for u jus sms me or sumting.LOL.
And im glued to my piano tis days.I escape away to play the piano every spare minute of my time.Now, playing the piano is my everything.
Maybe only music can take away the loneliness in my heart.
