Saturday, May 2, 2009 Y
One more day to Mid years.
I feel so pissed at everybody.In a BAD BAD mood today.Had tuition.And somehow, during E Maths tuition today, nothing seemed funny to me.Everyone else were laughing their ass off, but i didn't find a single thing funny.GOD.
I think Tina sort of sensed it.And straight after tuition, she pulled me off to have lunch.Just the two of us, without the guys.
Told her everything i was unhappy about.I don't think she understands but anyway, thanks for listening Tina.
The pressure of being in a thriple science class is rubbing off on me.Its like everyone is so hardworking.As long as i just slack, someone else will overtake me.I CAN'T FALL BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Does anyone even understand how i feel??
I chose to take thriple science.And i don't regret my decision.
GOD.
Revised Bio ytd.And hell i don't understand chap 6 and 7.Its like all the different enzymes in chap 6 are making me confused.And theres like SO MANY chim words, don't even know if must memorize or wad.Chap 7 is the WORST.I don't even know wad the hell the chapter's about.And the leaf structure thing is a killer.
This is wad happens when u don't listen in class.I was dozing off during the lesson when Ms Pua taught us about the leaf structure thing.And now, i'm killing my brain cells trying to understand.How am i even going to memorize???
SHIT.
I'm so DEAD for Bio.But its okay.Thank god it isnt in the coming week.Still have another weekend to try to understand and stuff it all in my brain.
ZZZZZZ.
I think May is going to be over really quickly.I mean after the Mid years, we only have like another 8 schooling days before the June holis start.WOOT.
Off to study now.GOOD LUCK TO ALL 3R1-ians.
And good luck to TINA.I think shes so dead for Geography.She doesn't even know wad the hell are evergreen trees. ._.
Friday, May 1, 2009 Y
TWO MORE DAYS TO MID YEARS.
Migod so its like Labour Day today.NO SCHOOL.ZZZ.Mid years start next Monday.GOSH.I must work really hard.I must work really hard.I must work really hard!!!!!!!
For the sake of my A1s, i must bear with it for another 3 more weeks.And then it will be over.3 MORE WEEKS!!!!!!!!!God hang in there!
I can't slack.I can't fall back.I can't lose.NO.
I don't care wad other ppl say.I'm doing this for MYSELF and nobody else.Got lectured by Abang.He was like saying all this CRAP to me.
And we ended up screaming at each other.
ALL I WANT IS TO GET GOOD RESULTS.Isn't tat wad everybody wants??I have NEVER changed Abang.NEVER.All i have done is raise the expectations of myself.A person can't stay content forever.I HAVE TO GET A1s.
Really can't stand it.Why is everyone lecturing me?Even DANIEL was telling me about being content and all again.He was repeating the exact same crap Abang told me.
And it was the first time he spoke to me in such a fierce tone of voice.In fact, it kind of scared me.But the more he said the more pissed i got.
Why can't people just UNDERSTAND??I want to be the best tat i can.Is that even WRONG??!
But its okay.I will prove them all wrong.I must get my A1s.I must show them tat wad i'm doing is worth it.
