Xianxianxian.
Chatted to Kakak and Rashid on msn jus now.Felt terrible.Kakak said i used to smile more often before.When i asked her before wad, she told me before Fiqal.
God.Did she have to be so staightforward?
..........Bought new rollerblades.And the good ting?I've learnt how to rollerblade again.I took two days.Quite a record.
And the band i lost, Daniel gave me another one.An identical one to the one i lost.But it jus isnt the same.Like..........u know.
It isnt the one Fiqal gave me no matter how identical they look. Jus like Daniel and Fiqal, no matter how much their characters are alike, they jus arent the same person.
Difference.Its still there.
Xian.
I wanna go out again.But its hard.Nobody to go with besides.

Somethings can never be replaced.

Wednesday.Third week of the June holidays.And im feeling so xian.AHHHHHH!Nxt week is the last week liaos.So fast.Too fast.Im jus getting used to slacking.
Ate breakfast at Macdonalds wit Abang and Daniel jus now.Kakak couldnt come.I mean it WAS quite difficult to ask her to come down all the way from Ang Mo Kio jus to eat breakfast wit us rite.So we jus had to do wit three ppl.
AHHHHHAAAA and Daniel was damn funny.He knocked the ice milo and it spilled on his pants and shirt and it was like ahahahahahahahahahhahahahaahs.Me and Abang laughed like xiao la when we saw.OMG i know we are so unsympathetic.EVILLLLL.muahahahaha.
Then joke joke joke joke then we left.Went the usual place fool around laugh laugh chat chat.It feels so good to be wit the people who understand u best.
Yah i know Rashid, LT and Gracie are my best frens,DEAREST frens, frens i cant live without, but then.....sumtimes, they are jus TAT.They jus cant understand me as well as Abang, Kakak, the rest i grew up wit.Yah they do know about my problems, but they dont.......they jus dont.............i dont know how to say it.
But anyways, im glad to have them as my frens.Glad to have met them.Glad they appeared in my life.
Thought and thought and thought about evryting last nite.About my losing the band.About the fact tat it was Fiqal who gave it to me.
Was it really fated like Rashid said?Fated tat i shld have lost it.
Wadeva it was, i've really lost it.Wad are u trying to tell me God?Tat i shldnt be wit Fiqal? Why is this world so complicated.

Will your love be strong enough to withstand this test Fiqal?

So went Pasir Ris park cycling wit LT and Rashid jus now.It was FUNNNNN! sum pics from our little trip.....




Xian rite now.Skipped the GZ chalet, i know we are so evil.Gosh.
And, i lost my band tat Fiqal gave me.Was it fated??Tried searching for it, but couldnt find anyting.It was jus on my hand!!!!!
The band is gone.
Does it even mean anything?Xian..i havent practised my GZ in a longgggggg time.Forgotten all about it.

Now, fate is all tat is left to prove your love for me.

Harlow people.Im blogging again.
Glad to know LT and Rashid tagged.Hehehhe.Cos my tagbox was kinda dead.LOL.
And i watched Incredible Tales last nite.It was SCARY.Sum sort of demon child trying to kill her sister.EEEW.Couldnt sleep cos i was alittle freaked out.
AHHHAAAA Rashid didnt watch.TOO BAD.
And One Missed Call was nice.Quite scary but not TAT scary.
Xian.Jus finished my maths test 3.Got 17.WADD?! lol
Meeting up wit Kakak and Abang and Daniel later.I REEEAlly wanna go bowling wit LT dey all but, too bad.I cant bowl.
And i met Fiqal yesterday evening..Felt bored.Went down to the void deck to be alone.Well i wasnt really alone.Fiqal was there too.Leaning against one of the pillars, staring out into space.was he daydreaming??
He saw me, but, we didnt really say hi.
At tat time i was thinking, will he smile at me?And he did.Should i smile back at him?And i didnt.
Disppointment.
It was practically written on his face.
Should i have smiled at him??God.
Are u regretting it Mich????????Dont.Kakak told me to jus follow my heart.

But wad exactly is it tat my heart is trying to tell me?

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