K BOX TMR!!WOOT.
I'm super looking forward to it man.And Huai Wei is treating me and Tina.YAYYY!Haha, the rest have to pay themselves, haha and Man Sheng damn pissed.Say he biased. ^^
And Ms Carrie is coming.WOOT.But they're like still arguing over whether to go E Hub one or Suntec one.ZZZ.
And Daddy dropped another bomb on me just now.I've had enough of bombs people!He said that he considered moving out.
Okay i was totally stunned for awhile.Took me awhile to process that in my head.MOVING.OUT.
Almost my whole life i've been living here.I've never imagined moving out.Its like where else can we go?This IS my home.I can't imagine calling another place home.
And then.Theres Fiqal.
How could i leave just like that?This is so much worser than just forbidding me from having anything to do with Fiqal's family.
I've lived here for 8 years.And all my memories of my childhood are here.When Fiqal was still by my side.How can i possibly leave them all behind?
Its like a nightmare.It seems so unreal.So distant.It doesn't even seem possible.
I don't want to move Daddy.I don't want to.
I'm really frustrated man.
And then my piano exam.GOD.
I tried practising today.And my exam songs were like SHIT.Total crap.I couldn't even play properly.This is what happens for not touching the piano for a month.
And i think i'm really giving up.I'll just go for the exam and fail.FAIL.
And i don't care anymore.But yet i CAN'T give it up either.Stupid dilema.I really want to just let go.Makes myself feel less stressed up.But then when i rmb how hard i've worked the past 8 years, u know theres this sour feeling in my heart when i think about giving up.
ARGH.
And then TINA.God.Talked to her over the phone again last nite.And she was babbling on about what she and Zul did in the afternoon.LIKE I CARE TINA.And of course i couldn't tell her that.So i just listened.RARW.
TINA alone and ZUL alone can cause alot of trouble.And then when BOTH of them get together, i can't imagine how much trouble they can get into. =.=
I must practise Li Ying's cello song VERY VERY HARD.I'm gonna fail my exam, but i can't cause someone else to fail because of me.
SO.I'm gonna practise VERY HARD for Li Ying's exam.
GO MICHELLE.I sound so lifeless.
Rarw.Daniel has gone to Malaysia.He'll only be back next Thurs.GOSH.I feel so alone all of a sudden.
Like no one sending me smses asking hows my day, no one to remind me to buy folscap paper, no one smsing me sweet dreams at night, no one to pour out all my troubles to, and of course, no one there to comfort me when i cry.
And thats why my blog has become my new ranting place.Because Daniel isn't around. ><
U know i never noticed all this little things before.Until they stop.And i start realising how much i'm used to them.
Oh well.

GUZHENG OVER.
WOOT.Guzheng went quite badly today.At the start Lao Shi was like in a bad mood.Then we were like playing the basic stuffs, and Lao Shi was like very frustrated like that cos we keep playing wrong.
And learnt another two new songs today.And Lao Shi wants us to memorize all four songs by the next practice.GOSH.
RARW.
Okay i'm seriously damn frustrated.Because of my piano exam.The more i think about it, the more stressed i am.
Its like i only have 3 more months left.And my scales is like horrible.And my aural no need say already, its hopeless.And i haven't played my 3 exam songs for like a month??How the hell am i going to take the exam??????
Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid exam.Stupid me.
And its not like i want it to be like that right?Daddy works night shift so i can't even practise the piano AT ALL.Only like once in a while if he DOES wake up for awhile then i can practise.But its only for like what?1 hour?Lesser?
I'm going to fail anyway.I just KNOW i'm going to fail.Whats the point of trying so hard when i know i'm going to fail.
And then i'll just be wasting all the money Daddy and Mommy spent on my piano classes the past 9 years.
SHITTY.
And Derrick smsed me last night.And i just realised i've got a virus in my hotmail account.ALL THANKS TO PAWAN.
I hate you Pau.
And Janet just called me 5 minutes ago asking if can come my house. =.=
Because she don't want to go home and she got tuition in the afternoon.RARW.Sorry Janet but my Daddy's sleeping.SORRY!
I think my life is so completely messed up.And suddenly its halfway through the year already.And soon the June holis will end.And then its back to mugging and mugging and mugging and studying again.
RARW.And then it will be the end of the year.And then we'll be Sec 4.RARW.I think i'm kinda crazy d.
And my social life is so damn complicated.
Because Tina called me last night.And we were talking and talking.And she dropped this huge bomb on me suddenly.
TINA AND ZUL ARE OFFICIALLY STEADS NOW.
Okay i SO don't feel good about it.My ex tuition cum best friend is now steads with my neightbour cum childhood friend who has been irritating me ever since the age of 8.How much more complicated can this get?
TINA and ZUL.And oh btw hes not 3R1's Zul.=.=
I WARNED you about him Tina, so be prepared if anything happens.And i'm referring to the big B.BREAK UP.
I've known this guy for EIGHT YEARS Tina, and hes definitely NOT the kind of guy who u can live with happily ever after.
SO.DON'T take it seriously.
God.
June holidays AGAIN.
U first came into my life during the June holidays 8 years ago Shafiqal.
And for 5 years we played together, and our friendship was just so strong.And then Daddy had to break our friendship.And for the past 3 years, i've been spending my June holidays alone Fiqal.
What about u?

I feel so happy today.HAHA.
I did English Webquest, completed the two SS essays and finished the Biology Catholic High paper all in one day.WOOT.
Feel so satisfied.At the rate i'm going, hopefully i'll be able to finish everything by next Mon.WOOT.
Saw Amelia's tag.HI SISTER!U totally made my day.^^Haha.
Guzheng again tmr.I'm not really dreading it.Cos i memorized both songs already.WOOT.So guai suddenly.
And today i practised Li Ying's cello song.WOOT.Totally can't believe i'm so ultra hardworking today. ^^
I'M IN A REALLY GOOD MOOD!
Except that Sun got piano replacement lesson.RARW.Haven't practise my own exam song.NO TIME.Practise finish Li Ying's song then Daddy came home.Had to stop playing. ._.
RARW.
Going K Box this Sat again with Tina, Man Sheng, Huai Wei, Zheng Yang and Aaron.Oh and our E Maths teacher Ms Carrie is coming along as well.WOOT.
Its going to be really cool man.^^
And today.The most embarassing thing happened to me.EVER.
I was like leaving the house go T Mart.And just when i opened the door and stepped out of the house, SHAFIQAL came out of nowhere on his skateboard and banged straight into me.WHAT.THE.HELL.
I didn't even see him coming man.And the next thing i knew, he crashed straight into me.Gosh, he must have been skating at full speed man.
And i banged into the wall.And he banged into me. ._.
It was so god damn embarassing.
Because it took me more than a moment to realise what just happened.And he was staring at me with those EYES. ._.
U know those PUPPY EYES?!
I almost wanted to start cursing.Until i realised it was him.And thank god i didn't curse bloody hell or something like that.
And he said sorry.SORRY.
I think he totally knocked me dumb.Because i was struggling to understand why he said sorry.
For a moment, a really ridiculous thought popped into my head.
I considered whether he was saying sorry for leaving me by myself the past 3 years.

GUZHENG OVER.
Just came home from another guzheng practice.And i think today's practice went quite okay.It wasn't THAT boring.
Went out with LiTing,Janet,HuiJie,Rashid,GengHao,JunJie and Isaac ytd to watch Monsters vs Aliens.And i think i was the last to reach man.
Met at Eunos MRT, then took the train to Outram Park and changed over.Reached Vivo around 11am plus.
Went to buy tickets.And everyone was like busy deciding whether to watch the 2D or 3D version.
Headed down to Giant to buy titbits to smuggle in.And i think it was really funny.Everyone was like trying to cram the packets of potato chips into their bags.SO HILARIOUS.
And inside the cinema was even more hilarious.Its like they were showing other movies the ads.Then got one movie ad suddenly got a dinosaur pop out man.And Janet screamed.And then LiTing spilled her green tea all over her shirt.
It was so damn funny.^^
Went for lunch at Food Republic aft the movie.But i didn't eat.Neither did Rashid.I seriously didn't feel like eating.Because of the potato chips.
And Daniel called me saying he wanted to give me and TINA a treat.It totally freaked me out.DANIEL wants to give TINA a treat. ._.
And then Tina was calling me asking me what his motive was.And i so totally don't know Tina.
RARW.
In the end, went home after lunch with Jun Jie while the rest headed to Sentosa.And had dinner with Daniel.TINA apparently REFUSED to come. =.=
I'm so gonna chiong my holiday homework.Then i can relax.SO.
CHIONG.CHIONG.CHIONG.CHIONG.CHIONG.

RARW.
Another day over.
Had dinner with my family at some road side stall that sells nasi lemak.Daddy says the nasi lemak is superb.But i didn't really eat much.I felt sick to the core man, because of the stupid taxi ride.Felt like puking.And i only ate alittle rice.
SUPER HUNGRY NOW.=.=
Tmr going out with LiTing and Janet they all watch movie.Kay its like SO LAST MIN.LiTing smsed me and told me, and then i agreed!
And oh yah, must sms Yee Ting, Andreas and Jeremy to tell them tmr cannot do the chinese project.RARW.So sorry guys.Last min cancel.><
Later got Camp Rock.But i don't feel like watching man.I feel so slack.MICHELLE!!!U still have a whole load of holiday homework waiting for u!
And they are lying on my table as if telling me "DO ME! DO ME!".GOD.
I seriously don't feel like touching them.AT ALL.
Esp E Maths, got to do this whole bunch of shit.Got to go through the lessons online and still must print out the worksheets.WAD THE HELL.
Bought a new game again on the I Tunes store.And i can't put my i touch down now.Because i'm addicted to the new game.
And its a virtual pet game.AGAIN.And i've totally abandoned my Tamagotchi for it.
=.= I'm so childish.
But anyway, i have killed my Tamagotchi.Because while i was busy attending to my virtual pet in my I Touch, i totally ignored my Tamagotchi.RARW.
And it died of hunger and sickness.GOSH I'M SO BAD!
My sister is watching The Click Five live in Cambodia on channel 5. =.=
And i can hear them singing.DIAO.
Since when did i become so lame.
Tuesday.GUZHENG.AHHHHHHHHHH.I haven't even start to memorize the song man.DIE.I hope everybody dies together.Which btw i think is kind of impossible.Because everyone is sure to be guai guai and memorize.=.=
BORING.
BORING.
BORING.
BORING.
BORING.
BORING.
BORING.
BORING.
BORING.
BORING.
RARW.Piano exam.And i still have to play a duet with Li Ying for her cello exam.GOSH.Totally dead.And i hope i don't screw up and cause her to fail.And after endless blog hopping, i finally found her blog.And realised who she is exactly.=.=
THATS ALL FOR TODAY FOLKS.GOOD NIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS.

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