Okay so below are two pics of Daniel.And no its not Fiqal's younger brother, its the Daniel tat i said was frustrating.LOL.


Quite shuai rite? But hes not my type.Too bad.

Another new day.
Finished science task 6.Yay.
Xian.Tmr is a saturday.And then tuition day.And monday again.I had tis SUPER WEIRD dream last nite, like i went back to school, and then LT and Rashid and almost evryone was there. And then, and then, dunno.It was all mixed up.And blur.
My friendship prospects are looking bleak...
And sometimes, i realise i dont understand my frens.Not as well as i would like to.And i hate it when im alone.Then i start becoming emo again. :(
No pics to post today.
Blahblahblah.
Its still a loooooooooooooong way before school reopens.
And i finally sat on a swing jus now.Had lunch wit Kakak n Abang, and i begged them to go to the playground near Abang's house wit me.And they finally relented.
But it seemed different.Cos it isnt the one i used to play in.Tat ones been renovated and its become another playground.
Like gosh.
The playground i've played in for 6 years.Torn down and renovated.The swing is gone too.
Even tis has changed.
Wad else hasnt?

Today...is the exact day.29 May 2002.I first met him on tat very same day.
And today, 6 years later, i will end it all.
This post is directed to Shafiqal Al Shamirah Bin Jusri.
I cant tell u in person.I know i wont be able to say it if i see you.
I know, we've gone through alot together.6 years of frenship.I know its hard for two people to even remain frens tis long.
The first day i met u, i saw u falling down in the corridor.My first impression of u, was tat u were a frail little boy.But then, when i started knowing u better,i started to realise tat u are actually an upright, loyal fren.
But, people do change.
Me, you, Zul, Kakak, Abang, we have all changed.Nobody remains the same.Nobody.
U should know my family, and yours, are at loggerheads.
No matter how much i want to continue being friends wit u, i cant.
I cant disobey my father.I dont wan to continue having to feel so guilty all the time.Towards u.Towards my father.
I will never go out with u again.
I will forget u.Its jus a matter of how long it takes.
And Fiqal.Theres something i've been wanting to tell u for a long time.
The very question u asked me 3 years ago.The one i've never answered.



















































































I do.

Another day again.I jus finished my Nan Chiau exam paper holi hw.Yays!!!!
Online on msn, but nobody online xia.WTH.
Xianxianxianxianxianxianxianxianxianxianxianxianxian.
I wanna go outtttt!
Ok and im starting to feel irritated by Daniel.
He wans to know wad are the tings i do evry minute.Frustrating xia.Like why the hell did he appear in my life????
Tmr is the same day 6 years ago Fiqal and his family moved in.The day he appeared in my life. So many memories. So many tings.
Have changed.
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Watched the Rhythm of Life at 9pm last night. Its like Junjie went back into the past, back into 2years ago.
If only IIII can turn back the clock, back to the day evryting started falling apart. Tat will be great.
But i know it will nvr happen.
Its jus a dream tat can nvr come true.

So, went outta wit LT and Rashid to Bugis on Sunday. It was FUNNN!







The last few are pictures i drew.Got bored so jus started drawing some random things.
And Li Ting and yuxiang, thanks for consoling.
But i know no matter how hard i try, i can nvr be tat happy girl i once was again.Yah i may be happy, but not as happy as i once was.
How can i? When he isnt by my side.
And Fiqal seems to be avoiding me tis days. Why?
Have u really misunderstood? Do u really think i have fallen for Daniel?
In my heart, theres been someone i've been waiting for, bt does he know tat?
Wad if he doesnt. Then mus i continue waiting?Our families have nvr been on good terms Fiqal. Tell me, will there ever come a day when we can all live happily in peace?

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