I.....don't feel good today.
Went out with Li Ting and someone in the morning.Waited for Li Ting to cut her hair, then went to watch "Aliens in the attic".Watched finish the movie, then went to Tampines 1 the foodcourt for lunch.After that had yoghurt and went home.
It could have been a fun day out.But i just feel so depressed suddenly.
Someone smsed me.And...every sms seemed so cold.So distant.I was so afraid.I felt like something was going horribly wrong between us.And it hurt.I was afraid that would mean the end of everything.
I'm supposed to be doing Biology TYS right now.But i seriously can't find the mood to study or do any homework.And i still have physics.
Fuck.
Feels like nothing is going right for me.Like i'm running out of time.Too many things to complete, too little time.EOY exams start in 4 weeks time.And i haven't even started preparing for them.I feel so......fucked up.
I have one last day tmr to complete biology, physics, and print out the new timetable.How am i supposed to finish all that in a day?God knows how long i'll take for biology and physics alone.
Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.
I was so afraid, do u know that?Every sms u sent seemed so cold.Whats wrong?

Today is Friday.
SIAN.Went back to school for guzheng just now and on Wed.And we can play the whole of Zhan Tai Feng already!!Yay!LOL.And September holidays are gonna be over in two days.SIAN.
And i finished emaths holiday homework.Like FINALLY?And i finally understand chapter 11.YAY.Feel so relieved.But i couldn't do the revision ws question two.What kind of stupid question is that?I don't even know what its talking about. ._.
Left amaths chapter 11 now.I'm still kinda blur about the whole chapter. ._. Zomg.
So....hmmm, PIANO EXAM IS OVER!I don't have to go for any more piano lessons already.Wow.I can't really get used to not having any more piano lessons.I mean, i've been attending them for like 9 years. ._.
Anyway, i screwed up for the exam.I was so damn nervous.And thank god Li Ting and ******* went with me.If not....hmm...i would have freaked out and started hyperventilating.Oh well.But i still screwed up in the end.Went in, saw the examiner..i wasn't that nervous at first.Started with scales.Screwed that up.I shouldn't have screwed up, it was like the easiest??Supposed to have helped pull my marks up.But i was so nervous that i kept playing wrongly.And once i make ONE mistake, i start freaking out.Then everything goes $%^&*()(*&^%$#$%^&*%%^&*.
Oh well.Don't care anymore.
Its time to work extremely hard for EOY!!!!!!
Gonna start studying like a maniac from Sunday onwards.NO MORE OUTINGS, NO MORE SLACKING.
Sian.Left with Biology TYS and physics worksheets.
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OMGOSH.OMGOSH.OMGOSH.OMGOSH.OMGOSH.OMGOSH.OMGOSH.
I suddenly rmb i'm supposed to have lunch with Tina and the rest tmr. ._. But i'm going out with Li Ting and *******.SHIT.SHIT.SHIT.SHIT.SHIT.SHIT.SHIT.
I'm going to get scolded BIG TIME.I already skipped it last Sat because i went out with the same Li Ting and *******.LOL.And tmr i'm not having lunch with them AGAIN because i'm going out with the same two people.LOL.Deja vu.Except that i'm SO gonna get screwed by Tina this time round. ._.
Oh well.
I'm looking forward to Christmas this year...

Two more days to piano exam.Oh well.
I have two more days to practise.And thats it.One whole year of effort, its either going to pay off, or go down the drain on Tuesday. ._.
Sian.
Theres D Gray Man tonight.Yay.
Sorted out all my holiday hw.And i decided i'm going to do one subject per day.LOL.People have already started studying for the EOY.And i haven't.Feel kinda stressed.And everytime i look at my report book, all my determination just disappears.
I must seriously buck up.BUCK UP.BUCK UP.BUCK UP.BUCK UP.
Going out with Ainnah, Syafiq and Daniel tmr.Feels like a million years ago since i last saw Ainnah.I miss u so so much Kakak!!
Not really going anywhere.We're just going to slack in the void deck or something like that.
Had piano lesson today in the morning.And its the last piano lesson i'm having.After the exam on Tuesday, i'm quitting.Oh my gosh.It seems kinda !@#$%^&*(^&*#$%^&* to be quitting piano lessons.I mean, i practically grew up having piano lessons.But still, i'll be playing the piano for leisure alot.
Today is Sunday. ._. Oh well.
Talked to Tina over the phone for an hour just now.LOL.Crazy girl.And we were laughing about some stupid stuffs, analysing Huai Wei and the rest of the guys, talking about TV shows and things like that.I'm so glad to have a best friend like that.Yeah i know, she goes crazy over guys sometimes, and she doesn't really think before doing anything, and then sometimes we argue over stupid things like whether angels exist, but its because of all this little things that made us best friends.
And speaking of Huai Wei, i haven't seen him and Aaron and Zheng Yang and Man Sheng for such a long time.LOL.Having lunch with them and Tina next Sat.Usual routine.
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So.Start working hard for EOY Mich.Its gonna come much faster than u expected.
And i wanna buy The Vampire Diaries!!Hmm...maybe on Tues?

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