Just came home from tuition and lunch with the usual few.
SO.Had KFC today instead of Mac.WOOT.I'm really sick of Mac.And then Tina was babbling on and on about what subjects she was gonna fail.She was actually making a list.Tsk tsk.
And then we were talking about going to K Box.And everyone is going.Tina, me, Huai Wei, Aaron, Zheng Yang and Man Sheng.WOOT.6 of us.
And i asked E Maths teacher about the coordinates of C thing tat i couldn't find.And i feel like banging my head on the wall.Because its actually just like THAT.And i actually couldn't find during the exam.I tried to solve simultaneously, and in the end i got ten equals negative 10.LAME RIGHT?
Stupid stupid Michelle.
Gotta study for Physics.RARWWW.I don't feel like studying man.I'm like already in the holiday mood.MAAAAAAAN.
Chatted with LiTing, Rashid and Derrick on msn ytd night.RARW.I don't know how long i haven't been online.
And Derrick told me alot of things.About his life.And i suddenly realised how little i know about him.Seriously, i can't imagine what he goes through everyday.
I've finally found someone else whos living behind a mask.Just like me.
SOOOOO.Today and tmr is going to be really xian.As in super duper XIAN.
GOD.I feel really dead.Like no mood to do anything.Just sit and stare blankly at the wall.I need time to think about what has happened the past few days.Its like everything just passed in a flash.And suddenly the mid year exams are going to be over. =.=
Had dinner with Tina last nite.I feel so bad that i left Daniel out.Its like he hates Tina, and Tina hates him.I don't know how they're gonna sit down together to have dinner.So, in order to make it up to him, i had breakfast with him today before tuition.But we ate Mac.EEW.
I think ytd's study session was quite fun.Although i ended up studying only chapter 1. LAME.But i laughed ALOT.More than i have ever done before.
I feel so contented.Haha.
I hope this lasts.I hope i don't go crazy again after getting back result slips.MICHELLE ITS OKAY TO LOSE SOMETIMES.ITS OKAY.
How long am i going to believe that man.RARW.
And people please don't talk to me in riddles.First it was Derrick last nite, then Daniel when he called me to chat.They both talk in riddles.
And i hate people talking to me in riddles.Because my brain is kind of retard.And i take a long time to figure out what they are actually trying to say.SO.To save time and to save me from killing my brain cells, DON'T TALK TO ME IN RIDDLES.
To put it simply, i'm just retarded.My brain works kind of slow.And sometimes i wonder if its because of the accident i had when i was 8.I hit my head and it bled alot when i was 8 years old.Maybe i suffered from some kind of concussion.Maybe thats why my brain works slower than other people.ZZZ.

ZZZ.
Studying with LiTing,Derrick and Rashid later on.Meeting Daniel for lunch before that.
Omigod i really can't believe man.Its like we only have 8 MORE SCHOOLING DAYS after Physics paper.WOOT.^^ Looking forward to June Holidays.
ZZZ.But sure got guzheng again one lor.MANNNN.Can't we like rest?But anyway, i'm looking forward to the next guzheng practice.Cos we will like ALL be together.And we can celebrate our achievement.Its like till now, theres no formal celebration together yet.As in like all guzheng members.
XIAN.
Stayed up late last nite talking to Daniel on the phone AGAIN.Okay HE called ME this time alright.I wasn't disturbing people.HEHE.
Chatted about random stuffz awhile.ZZZ.Then we were discussing Kakak.HAHA.Seriously, i think Kakak is so poor thing, stuck between Abang Khalid and Abang.RARWWW.
GOOD LUCK KAKAK.HEHE!
And i feel more cheerful.SERIOUSLY.I feel so relaxed and happy man.Not so tensed up like before.And i realised my laughter comes more easily now.
I think i was laughing the whole of ytd with Cynthia.^^
And my friends are really important to me.I just want to let them know tat i treasure every single one of them.
HMgLiRaP.Is it really able to be the same like before?I have a feeling that it won't though.I mean Harsh is already gone.He was a GREAT FRIEND.Serious.He had a really good sense of humor.We really miss him now that hes no longer with us.
We would have been classmates if he hadn't left.I think its such a pity we lost such a great friend. =(
And now its down to MgLiRaP.It seems weird.Without the H.
But anyway, i really love 3R1.Its a really great class man.^^
Oh and yah.I saw Fiqal's younger brother ytd.When i was on the bus to TM.And he was like outside with this group of malay guys.
And they didn't look like anything good to me.They were SO NOT decent looking.How the HELL did Fiqal's younger brother get involved with them??
I mean i practically grew up with him.And hes like my own sibling.I really don't want him to get mixed up with those people.
And if HE's mixed up with them, it means FIQAL could know them as well.OH HELL.
Fiqal please.Please don't get involved with those people.Please Fiqal.My family has always been prejudiced against you and your siblings.They have always thought u all out to be gangsters.
So.Please don't become the person my family thinks u are.Please don't become the gangster in my Dad's eyes.Prove him wrong Fiqal.Show him that u're a good person.
I've always believed in u.No matter how prejudiced my family is towards u, i've never doubted u.
Please don't make me.

YAY.One more paper to go.PHYSICS.
And seriously i think today's E Maths is like quite hard man.And que 6 is so DAMN SHITTY.I couldn't get the coordinates of C man.COORDINATE GEOMETRY SUCKS.
And so many ppl tagged suddenly.I feel so happy man.And i replied to every single tag.^^ To show that i really care.It means alot.Thanks guys!
But i did something REALLY BAD today.
I SKIPPED PIANO LESSON.OMIGOD.Its like the first time ever i skipped man.And i lied that i was at piano lesson.MIGOD.But i seriously don't want to go.I'm going to fail my grade 8 anyway.Wads the point of going.Just go there and get scolded.
Stupid.STUPID!!!!!
K Cynthia told me to blog about happy stuffs.SO.
Had breakfast with Cynthia today at Mac.Well we didnt really HAVE breakfast.We each had an iced milo.And we were discussing maths ques.Then exam.Then walked home with Cynthia again.LOL.
Chatted with her at void deck for awhile.
Then went home.Then i was off to "piano lesson".In fact i went TM instead.Walked around and around.
Then took bus home.Still got half an hour to go before i can pretend to "go home from piano".So sat in the void deck and called Cynthia AGAIN.
Why do i keep disturbing people??HAHA.Talked awhile.Then went Daniel's house.I seriously had nowhere else to go.
And he didn't ask or say anything.Although he knew i was supposed to be at piano lesson.He just let me in and behaved normally.
I know u didn't want to make me upset.Thanks Daniel.
Then went home and acted normally.ZZZ.I know i shouldn't have.But i REALLY REALLY don't want to go.Just get scolded only anyway.
Studying with LiTing, Derrick and Rashid tmr.SO.Time to sleep zzz.Its 9.41pm.
And once again, thanks to all those who tagged!
GOOD NITE PEOPLE!

SUNDAY.No school tomorrow.YAY!
Seriously, i feel alittle more cheerful now.HAHA.Once the mid years are over, i think i should be 100% back to normal again.And thanks LiTing, Tina and Huai Wei for everything u said.IT MEANS ALOT,SERIOUSLY.
I know i haven't been myself for the past few weeks.Ever since term 2 started i guess.Been really bad tempered, throwing tantrums,mostly towards Daniel all the time.I'm really sorry.Daniel.For making u the subject of my unhappiness, for venting my anger on u.
I promise i will change.For the better.Be myself again.
I don't know how long it will last though.I may just go crazy again aft getting back results.HAHA, but anyway, i'll try my best to stay happy and content.
I guess maybe winning isn't the most important anymore.I mean, if winning is going to cost me all my dearest friends, then wads the point?
The most important things to me are my family and all my true friends.
U know wad?I received this friendship chain sms from Atika, and i forwarded it to like god knows how many ppl.And in the end, the only ones i got back were from Atika, LiTing, Tina, Anna, Huai Wei, Man Sheng and Aaron.
This really shows who are the ones who really care man.Thanks to all those who actually took the time to reply.
And surprisingly, even Huai Wei, Man Sheng and Aaron replied.Thanks guys.And i don't blame u Zheng Yang, i know ur hp was down for repairs.Haha.
HMgLiRaP.Sometimes i really wonder wad is happening to this group.Harsh left.And now its just the 6 of us left.But sometimes i feel as though its no longer how it used to be.No longer as happy.It just feels so desolate.
So, whatever happened to "the one and undeniable honcus boncus groupie"?

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