SATURDAY.
Its another new day!
Had tuition as usual again.E Maths tuition was fun today.Huai Wei, Man Sheng, Zheng Yang and Aaron were talking nonsense all the way and teacher was damn funny.Me and Tina laughed our ass off.
Its been such a long time since i last laughed like tat.
Guzheng performance on Founder's Day as in like MONDAY.Not really nervous anymore since the Victoria Concert had more people.
BUT WE HAVE TO WEAR OUR COSTUME! OH GOD.Its like ORANGE in color and we all look like little manderin oranges after putting it on.And the skirt is frilly and SUPER SUPER LONG.As in CINDERELLA skirt tat type of long.Ankle length. ._.
XIAN.
But Tuesday no school.YES.At least, tats wad Derrick told me.YAY.NO SCHOOL!NO GUZHENG!WOOHOO.
Had a really scary dream last nite.I dreamt i was in a sea of MASU BOXES.As in like all the boxes were surrounding me and i was trapped in some open space.And there was no one else around.SO SCARY.Drowning in Masu Boxes. ._.
And then i woke up at 2am in cold sweat.And i called Daniel.HAHA.I know i'm lame.Calling someone in the middle of the night.And he picked up.And he was like just wake up tat kind of voice.
I think he was about to scold me.But then i told him it was ME.And he immediately got up.Told me he was going to go wash his face.
And we talked till like 3am.And he told me to go sleep.THANKS DANIEL FOR ENTERTAINING ME EVEN THOUGH IT WAS 2AM IN THE MORNING.
Really touched.
Had lunch with him and Tina today after tuition.And Tina was like so funny.She kept making comments about the way Daniel treated me.HAR HAR.
And she said Daniel was really handsome.If he wasn't my boyfriend then she would like jio him.AND HES NOT MY BOYFRIEND TINA.
But when she said tat, i felt something.Something like a little anger directed at Tina.Was tat jealousy?
Why should i feel jealous.Daniel's not my boyfriend.Why should i care when Tina said he was handsome??
I DON'T LIKE HIM.
Liar.I'm lying to myself.AGAIN.ZZZ.
But then i saw Fiqal when i was thinking about this.When walking home.And all my thoughts about Daniel were just POOF, gone.
Because Shafiqal was right there.In front of me.Who else could i think about?I saw him last nite.Through my bedroom window.I was staring at his reflection as always.And he was sitting outside his house.Staring into space.
Its like theres this feeling.Something tat made me cry.And it was the second time i was tearing as i looked at him through the window.
STUPID ME.
Hanged out wit Tina at the playground after lunch.Daniel went to meet Abang Khalid.And as me and Tina talked, i just blurted out everything about Fiqal.I DID NOT WANT TO SAY IT.But she kept pyscho-ing me into saying everything.That gal.She sure has a way with people.
And we talked and talked and talked.
I was almost crying.GOSH.Tina thanks so much for saying all those things.Really appreciate it.
I'm just not brave enough aren't I?I just daren't fight bravely for what my heart believes in.

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