Thursday, June 4, 2009 Y
GUZHENG OVER.
WOOT.Guzheng went quite badly today.At the start Lao Shi was like in a bad mood.Then we were like playing the basic stuffs, and Lao Shi was like very frustrated like that cos we keep playing wrong.
And learnt another two new songs today.And Lao Shi wants us to memorize all four songs by the next practice.GOSH.
RARW.
Okay i'm seriously damn frustrated.Because of my piano exam.The more i think about it, the more stressed i am.
Its like i only have 3 more months left.And my scales is like horrible.And my aural no need say already, its hopeless.And i haven't played my 3 exam songs for like a month??How the hell am i going to take the exam??????
Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid exam.Stupid me.
And its not like i want it to be like that right?Daddy works night shift so i can't even practise the piano AT ALL.Only like once in a while if he DOES wake up for awhile then i can practise.But its only for like what?1 hour?Lesser?
I'm going to fail anyway.I just KNOW i'm going to fail.Whats the point of trying so hard when i know i'm going to fail.
And then i'll just be wasting all the money Daddy and Mommy spent on my piano classes the past 9 years.
SHITTY.
And Derrick smsed me last night.And i just realised i've got a virus in my hotmail account.ALL THANKS TO PAWAN.
I hate you Pau.
And Janet just called me 5 minutes ago asking if can come my house. =.=
Because she don't want to go home and she got tuition in the afternoon.RARW.Sorry Janet but my Daddy's sleeping.SORRY!
I think my life is so completely messed up.And suddenly its halfway through the year already.And soon the June holis will end.And then its back to mugging and mugging and mugging and studying again.
RARW.And then it will be the end of the year.And then we'll be Sec 4.RARW.I think i'm kinda crazy d.
And my social life is so damn complicated.
Because Tina called me last night.And we were talking and talking.And she dropped this huge bomb on me suddenly.
TINA AND ZUL ARE OFFICIALLY STEADS NOW.Okay i SO don't feel good about it.My ex tuition cum best friend is now steads with my neightbour cum childhood friend who has been irritating me ever since the age of 8.How much more complicated can this get?
TINA and ZUL.And oh btw hes not 3R1's Zul.=.=
I WARNED you about him Tina, so be prepared if anything happens.And i'm referring to the big B.BREAK UP.
I've known this guy for EIGHT YEARS Tina, and hes definitely NOT the kind of guy who u can live with happily ever after.
SO.DON'T take it seriously.
God.
June holidays AGAIN.
U first came into my life during the June holidays 8 years ago Shafiqal.
And for 5 years we played together, and our friendship was just so strong.And then Daddy had to break our friendship.And for the past 3 years, i've been spending my June holidays alone Fiqal.
What about u?
