Wednesday, June 17, 2009 Y
Today is Wednesday.Tomorrow is Thursday.I'm dead tomorrow. ._.
Today's movie thing is postponed to Friday.And tomorrow, i'm dead.I'm prepared for it anyway.Preparing to die.God.
So.Yesterday was fun.As in, although we were like just slacking in the void deck, I had a great time.Because Kakak was there!!!LOL.Haha.But anyway, it was great to see Kakak.I feel like i haven't talked to her for a million years.
Oh well.Talked about random things.
I'm bored.
And i was busy giving this counselling talk to this so-and-so who got pissed off early in the morning. ._.
And today.I just finished my chinese project.Sent it to Yee Ting.YAY.Another load off my mind.Now left the Maths game and the SS project.SIAN.
And next week got guzheng.And another week later school reopens.
Time to stop slacking Mich.
I seriously have to buck up already.I'm like in the danger zone right now.Must buck up.Because i can't fall back when the new term starts.
Downloaded a tarot card application from the I Tunes store.But its not that good.I'm going to get a better one.Although it means a more expensive one. ._.
But anyway, i asked about how i would advance in my studies when the new semester starts.
It was nothing much.Just talked about past success and all that.Until a particular card mentioned a sacrifice.
And that card was in position 6 of the Celtic Cross.As in, the card that predicts the future.
One particular sentence went: "There is a price to pay for living a fairytale."
When i saw fairytale, i thought of Fiqal.It was just a natural reaction.
Then i thought about the next semester.Things are going to get much harder.
There will inevitably come a time when i will have to sacrifice certain things.But what kind of things?
My time, my piano exam.I don't mind sacrificing all these anymore.All i want is to achieve even better results.
Then i thought about what happened 3 years ago.Daddy made me give up the friendship with Fiqal and his siblings.
I hated him for a period of time.But i'm starting to see it from another point of view now.
You were a necessary sacrifice i needed to make Fiqal.If we had continued being friends 3 years ago, my life would be different now.I wouldn't have gotten 240 for PSLE, i wouldn't have gotten in Ngee Ann, and most of all, i wouldn't be in a thriple science class now.
I could never have achieved all that.Never.
And now, i'm not going to let anything distract me.My studies are my priority now.
So its true isn't it?Theres a price to pay for living a fairytale.
But thing is Fiqal, i'm not willing to pay that price.I'm not going to give up at this point.I worked so hard to get where i am, and i'm not going to let my results drop because of you.
Call me selfish.
I don't care anymore.There is a price to pay for success as well.
And that price is you Fiqal.
